So I have wondered what my purpose is sometimes. Somedays I don't know if what I do, how I feel, no matter how big my heart is, or anything that well I just don't know what my purpose in life really is. Well I was talking to a friend lately about this and well she helped me realize that well that I have probably already known for quite sometime and have been on the path in my life but I just didn't know it. She helped me realized that I have a purpose for helping and giving. Yes I know this sounds like oh yeah easy and well I know some of you are like well so am I too. But well I have been doing this but just didn't know that this was my purpose/calling in life.
I love helping at church. I helped in my last church for over 8 years in the childrens nursery. I did all the shopping and stocking & re-stocking of items, laundry, cleaning of all items and toys, and more. I also helped in the womans ministry area. But even though I would do all of this I still didn't feel complete. I also helped my friends and family in times of need or trouble. And well even though I do these things and never expect anything from them. I sometimes feel that I have more to give.
Now I know somedays I look and wonder where am I going to find the time? Where am I going to fit things in? Can I make things happen and afford to do it? Can my family understand the need too? I know there are so many questions and well I know I don't always have the answer. But I pray and leave it to God.
Sometimes I know that we will just make it somehow. I know that the need sometimes is so great or that someone needs something so much more than we do and well I know that we will do the right thing by helping someone in need. Sometimes it puts us in a hard spot and through hard times for a while. But we make it. We haven't lost our home, have never been without food, and our kids are truely loved. So I know at the end of the day we have made the right choice.
I just hope that I keep finding and filling the holes and finding my purpose to help and care for others the way that God has touched my heart to do so.
Now I know somedays I look and wonder where am I going to find the time? Where am I going to fit things in? Can I make things happen and afford to do it? Can my family understand the need too? I know there are so many questions and well I know I don't always have the answer. But I pray and leave it to God.
Sometimes I know that we will just make it somehow. I know that the need sometimes is so great or that someone needs something so much more than we do and well I know that we will do the right thing by helping someone in need. Sometimes it puts us in a hard spot and through hard times for a while. But we make it. We haven't lost our home, have never been without food, and our kids are truely loved. So I know at the end of the day we have made the right choice.
I just hope that I keep finding and filling the holes and finding my purpose to help and care for others the way that God has touched my heart to do so.
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